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well, todae was my Napfa test...
i totally flunt it.... hahahaha... and also suffer lots of pains on my back of my hips....
can't even walk properly stil sumtimes....(when its pains soooo much)
it even pains when i'm breathing....hahaha... lol... mayb my daes are numbered down to
single digit le... haha.... hahha... feel restless.... and also hopeless.... a guy hu would complain over small matters... lol.... USELESS!!!!
these few daes i felt tat i'm like an mosquito....
keep buggin sumone and callin her to check out how is she...
or even at an instance vendin out my frustration on my mei mei...
and tbh... few daes got diffculty in breathin... makin myself such an hinderance to my group
seriously... i hav been suckin life out of everybody around mie.....even my friends, her and my mei mei....
i hav goin crazy over her... worryin about her....
but well she actualli got a nice bf.... but juz nid sum guidance to be the perfect guy tat she Loves..
and also...every dae i called her, her voice changes from bein cheerfull to gloomy to worse...as each time tat i called... haha... kinda means tat i annoyed her or is like.... omg u again.... Can juz shut up?
then well todae... i called her also... haha.... she was wif her bf....
lol... drinkin... she puked..... haiz.... poor ting....
worried tat she was emo or sumting... but well... i hav annoyed her...
so... well...hope tat she and her bf would hav a britgh future ahead.... together....
about a week ago... i done a 'Social Interview'
and it has a total of around 16 qns within it....
one of the qns was... "How has Cherry Foo changed since you first met him/her?"
honestly, i did not ans the qns truthfully on the real page tat i post...
my real ans was... "well... for starters...haha... when i first met her... she kinda a veri cute gal...she juz can't stop giggling over everyting i said... making feel kinda awkward... as i was most of time... tinkin wats so funi abt it... but gotta tat she is rather cute when she smiles.... hahaha...
Then well how much has her changed my life since i met her... hmmm... i would pretty much lots as she given mie the feelin tat i'm accepted for hu i am... and able to relate wif her... and kinda enjoy teasin her and caring for her...or even worrying for her.... lol.... even got an instance of dreamin and tinkin of her... few times... and last of all she gives mie a sense of comfort and happiness when being her"
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i'm veri sorri....for doin so....
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Yet again... i been tinkin some reflections....i have fallen for a gal hu is attached wif a bf...again... the feelin of hurts/ doubtness and sense of lost...for once... i felt a connection wif that gal... common topics common interests...and i even confess to the gal.... omg....but inside myself... my consious keep sayin... What a jerk i am... why go be a 3rd party in a r/s?keep imaginin from the view of the bf if i ever get the gal....shld i? these fews daes i hav not receive any bad tings abt her bf from her....all was juz abt exams and stuff...and her mood seems rather improvin dae by dae and even went to visit her bf....it seems their r/s are recoverin fast.... and mie i'm like tryin to get between them...Within my mind.... i wonder... shld i even meet her... hav i made grave mistakes....she was for once sumone i could reali chat wif... and not reali hav much pressure at all...everydae i kinda hope that i would/could c her...She is a veri cute, curious, cheerful and beautiful... based on what i hav seen and heard so far 3rd party r/s, always dun last.... its like a sudden gush of feelings for each other and tings fallin at into place at the rite time....but then again.... is tis fate or did i make it up myself....Inside of mie is juz soooo confused... stugglin over wat to do... and lookin at my hp almost every moment..... T.T SAVE MIE PLS
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Todae i lost sumting so daer tooo mie....
Now i tinkin of multiple ways that i find it back...
NO MATTER WHAT AT ALL COST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
These few daes my expenses being goin off the chart...normally after each week i would stil have bits of money left but now not even one bit...then haiz.... being force nt to use the hp for like mth....if not the phone bil wil bomb again... get scolded & scolded over & over again... damn pissed....but wat else could i do... hahahaha........Almos every guy in tis world would like at least hav a relationship wif sumone....but sumtimes is not tat u wan it, u would always get it....well, a proper example would be mie... like the gal but yet again i scare tat she would accept...lately been quite quiet between mie & her... as mayb is a sign tat she stayin away liao le...so well... since she is doin her... i also shld do mine...duno how the outin on the sat or sun would turn out... if it realli is like tat...would be kinda awkward i guess... hahaha... sumtimes... i reali wish tat tings would werk out smoothly as the way it was... but it nvr would...then again well... hu am i to sae tat abt her....if onlie.... well, best of luk to the guy hu would be wif her... Jiayous....
Sunday, March 01, 2009
These few daes been a blur to mie as yet again i found myself lost...To better define wat do i mean by lost is tat i am hav fallen for sumone whom i shldn't hav.Being said so here... i alreadi stepped on the mine(bomb) waitin for mie lift up my leg and get the punishment... and be blow up in2 pieces within mie...Sumtimes r/s tis kinda stuff...its reali veri complicated to be expressed in terms of words...i felt as if ther is a connection... but sumhow the feelin for tat person juz couldn't subside... dae by dae it goes on without dimishin but gettin stronger & stronger...More & more Images began to flashes out as my heartaches as wat would happen...Friends called me to confess, but i didn't... as i felt sumting is stil amiss... thou...n fearin for the worst tat ther won't even be a friendship left to b save...Anyway, on the last dae of my last paper(ecad) i felt veri exhuasted and wanted to relax...but then forgotten to brin money to go out wif my poly friends... lookin at the couple hu r my friends, being so lovin wif each other... realli always remind mie to be nice to her... in hopes tat i would be tat her ** one dae...then, well the couple didn't accompany us (the guys) to go c the movie called Suspect Xits abt a movie in which a maths geeky profressor with a talented mind...capacble of solvin the mos complicated equations in juz a matters of hrs...was willing to scarcifice everyting juz to make sure the woman(Neighbour) tat she likes is safe...the woman tat he like was married to a man hu would often come to her to extort for money...torture her and beat her... makin her life in2 livin hell...the married couple also have a daughter hu was also a victim to the unfortunate event... but then one dae... the wife n daughter could no longer tolerate dad for being such a ******...and accidentally killed him (together)...usin a heater wire stangle to death around his neck...as dad woud not go down easily without a fight... it create a fuss tat alarmed the onlie neighbour behind them... which is the professor... the professor heard the noises and the sudden change to dead slience...realise at sumting was terribly wrg... and approach the married woman to help them take care of everyting... rangin frm how counteract police interrogation to providing strong evidence in proof of a solid alibi... but a sudden turn of event was tat the maths professor got a veri handsome n talented phyics friend hu is also a professor... but for a uni...his friend was bein pulled in2 investigation as becoz of his wits and knowledge....as his friend investigates, he soon find out tat all the pieces of the evidences are all put in2 place by the math professor.one by one the evidence was washin the proof tat the married woman & daughter were the primary suspect... and soon enuff they were off the police radar for sum moment...but the math profressor juz couldn't believe tat he would do tat... and thus... he try to find loopholes or riddles in the evidences... and not long after he found sumting...but b4 tat the math professor went to confess to the police tat he was the killer... but then b4 he confess, he sent those stalkin letters to the married woman... to further proof tat he killed the married guy for wateva reason ther is....and all the weapons and everyting matches the description n the evidences all points to him...makin him the primary suspect... so he was arrested... and then sent to a temporary cell forhold up... and further trials....the friend could nt take it animore and spilled the beans... told the married woman tat the profressor scacrifice his life for her n her daughter... and everyting.....towards the end it explained everyting... y the profressor done so much 4 tat woman....n in tat moment i cried... i do not noe why... but i juz cried... was i touched...or was i cryin becoz i was once like him.... and noe how he feels....tears juz flow down my face as the feeling of pain grows more in my heart...n well... i finalli stopped cryin when the movie was abt to end.... Am i cravin for love? i asked myself tat qns everytime tat i got tat feelin for her...if my ans is a yes... would it juz means tat i juz like any other guy... juz wanting a gal to show off to sumone... or to show her tat i am the one tat she is been waitin/searchin for...everytime i saw/made her smile... my heart was as if i skip a beat or stopped for a moment...tbh, tis is not the first time i felt tis... towards her... but i nvr told her b4...reason was being mention in abv paragraph as i said tat i fear for the worst... the friendship would juz instanteously vapourise in2 thin air-once i confess...it is a feelin tat has been buried for quite an amt of time... but then...i tink well... she has her own choice to make...as much as i wish to be the special person in her life... this might nvr come true...as mayb i was being to sensitive abt gals givin hints... & mistaken everyting...but through mistakes i wil progress & grow... To the person whom u noe i'm referin to: i'm realli veri sorri for doin tis...i am tryin to hold back myself frm not tellin u...but the feelin is juz unbearable inside... to mie ur smiles & jokes would always made my dae... i nvr forget the daes tat we have been friends...but if onlie i have the guts 2 tell u in person... tat 今から私のように私はあなたを参照してくださいあなたは私を受け入れるだろうか？
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Wall-e Movie(Full) 8:30 AM